Remember the blog post: Jealousy is a Monster ?
I just dont know what else to do, what else to say. All of a sudden, feel like its better being of alone that being with someone that is just wrong for me.
Sayang? Memang la..But, i cant be constantly fighting for a spot in his life, in his heart. If betul dia syg and all those words are true, should that spot be given to me, without having me to fight for it?
I know, in so many ways, i come back short. Memang byk sgt kelemahan n kesilapan aku ni. Emo xtentu psal, byk ckp, etc. etc. But, dia pun sama. N i accept that. His imperfections are just right. i am ok with them.
"Love someone you trust, if possible. If not, at least, trust the one you love"
I do trust him, i really do. At least for him to the right thing.
